Wet Day..

Tuesday, July 2, 2013

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Hello everyone. I woke up today to big rain storms. The kids are still sleeping and I am enjoying some coffee and trying to wake up. I am still pretty upset over what has been going on over the past few days but I am just trying to focus on something/anything positive right now. And some refreshing rain might be a small thing but I am rather enjoying it. First off, thank you for all the emails that you have sent in showing your love and support. I know its hard to be supportive when not actually knowing what the issues are. I can't speak of them now or later.. but I totally appreciate all your kind words. I was really upset last night and thought I might just end this blog and move on. But my husband and kids really didn't want me doing that but its kinda hard to write about happy things right now. I know this is going to sound even more crazy being we just moved in here...I don't even know if I can keep living in this house. Seriously. Scott told me to start looking for another house if it bothers me that much. I don't know. I am going to find a therapist for everyone and then decide. Stalker boy is back at it too. Funny, he thinks I don't know. More of a reason to get into some kind of counseling. My nerves are shot. I need a vacation..a deserted island with a bar would ideal! Scott thinks we should go to the Y tonight and swim... maybe he's right. I think he is trying to get things to normal for us so we'll see. We are suppose to have heavy thunderstorms for the next couple of days so who knows if we will be able to swim...even though its indoors, they make us get out if its lightening. It might just be a day here at the house. it needs cleaned up anyway. 

I'll try get some other posts up today...as I said, its hard right now. I am just trying to put one foot in front of the other and blogging does feel somewhat normal for me. 

Hope you have a great day! 


K Jaggers