Friday Letters

Friday, May 19, 2017


Happy Friday Friends! Here is another edition of Friday letters. Hope you enjoy! 

Dear God, I know more than anything in my soul that you exist. I feel the gift you have given to me growing inside my body. Please keep the baby safe as well as all the other kids in our family. That's my concern. Thank you for listening to my prayers. 
Dear Romeo, you wake me up every morning. I don't even need the alarm clock at this point. I love you kitty cat. 
Dear House, I hope you are the one. Fingers crossed! 
Dear Ryan, I love you. I have only love a couple of men my entire life and you are the one I have loved the longest. Can you believe how long we have been in each others lives? I should have known that it would be you. It's been you since I have been 5 years old. I really do love you and thank you for loving me back. 
Dear Mom, it's fun watching you travel around. I am glad you are having a fun. You and Don deserve it. I love you. 
Dear Sunshine, I loooove you! You make me feel so much better. 
Dear Jackson, we need to spend more time together. I know you love all the boy things you do with your dad but could you please make time to hang out with me a little more. I miss you and love you. 
Dear Car, you really need to be cleaned out.....maybe later today. 
Dear Trina, I still don't know why you are so obsessed. You are a grown woman who has her own life. Stay out of mine. You get it wrong more than you get it right. I have never ever weighed 150 lbs. Never. That probably is what one of your thighs weigh. Just stop already. It's more than apparent why you have no friends. Do what you should do and go on with your life. We both loved him. We are not in competition. He is gone. I have moved on and you should too. And honest to God, hasn't he put us and our families through enough?? You don't have to continue the bad bazaar behavior. Be free and happy for once in your life. 
Dear Work, I almost quit this week. Someone really upset me but instead of acting out of anger, I just stayed calm and got through it. One day at a time. 
Dear Laura, I am proud of you for working hard and getting it done. You are a good mom, a good daughter and I love you very much. 
Dear Stomach, please calm down. I have only had a little coffee at this point and I would like to keep it down. 
Dear Stephanie, I love you. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Dear Nails, you are really growing and looking so nice. I am so happy there are no more acrylics on top of you. They served their purpose but now it's just us. Stay strong please! 
Dear Brittany, I am so proud of you. Thank you for helping me with the groceries yesterday. Sorry about making your dad mad.....thanks for taking one for Gabby! I love you and will see you in a few hours. 
Dear Baby in my body, I have waited for you since 2003. I have lost you twice and all I want is for you to grow inside of me and come join our family when you are ready. There are a lot of people waiting to meet and love you. My belly is growing and I just feel so happy. I can't wait to meet you.
Dear Donald Trump and Mike Pence, keep doing what you are doing dumb men. You are actually walking yourselves right into impeachment....just stay on that path please. :)
Dear Dad, I miss you everyday. I know you have already met this baby. I hope when my time comes, you are the one who escorts me to the other side. Come see me in my dreams. 
Dear Maekenzie, your daddy loves and misses you. We hope you are making the right decisions and doing good. Make time to come visit. 
Dear Smart TV, I loooove you! I barely watch regular tv at this point. 
Dear Shanna, Thank you for always listening to me. I love you. You are one of the best friends any girl could ask for. 
Dear Grandma Mary, like a few other of my family members who are no longer here....you live inside of me and will till my last breath. Thank you for trusting me with your life story. I know was never easy for you to open up. However, because you did with me....you impacted my life forever. And forever you will live inside of my heart...my soul. I miss you. I really miss you. 
Dear Beth, I am sorry about that pitbull. Just stay away from her as much as possible. Thank you for everything you have done for me. 
Dear Baby Names, we are having the hardest time with you. I like Ophelia and Adeline for a girl....and AJ and Grayson for a boy. Ryan has other picks he likes. I have no idea how we are going to figure this out! Hopefully this gets easier. 
Dear Laci, I am glad you have found love and are happy! I can't wait to meet him. I love you. 
Dear Future Work & Schedule, I am trying to figure out a new way of living after the baby comes. I don't want it with other people more than it's with Ryan or myself. So maybe I work nights when Ryan can take care of the baby. Whatever it takes, I will do. Please work out for me. Give me the right opportunity please! 
Dear Youtube friends, sorry I said Tylenol and Advil in that update. I am not taking advil. I only take Tylenol. I think it was just out of habit that I said that.  I am being as careful as I can. Thank you guys for watching and having concern. That's why I love you. Hope you have a great day. xx